If I give you all the love in me

If i gave you all the love in me what would you do with it? Would you give me all the love you have in return? Finishing this story with a “happily ever after”. No not so fast. If I gave you all the love in me you would take it, and use it to your advantage. You would turn it on when you’re low and turn it off when you’re  charged. You would dangle my love like a piece of string.  Be the crack to a fiend . You would never let me feel the love in return because of your own greed. You would probably charge your energy with my energy to gain strength. Then take the energy I’ve given to you and weaken mine with it. You may even take all the love I’ve given and give it to some one else. If you’re lucky she will accept it and the game will be over. But you’re not lucky. None of us are. This game plays over and over. You will give her my love, she’ll use it as a drug, and infect her own target. leaving the cycle to continue. But still leaving me, the starting player, with the issue. If I gave you all the love in me you’d take it without at least a thank you. You’d give it to her and she’d give it to him and create a bigger issue. While I’m dying, you’ll be crying, she’ll be lying, and he’ll be prying, away.  So what if I don’t give you all the love in me. Because I’m only trying to feed you something that was given to me. That love I took away from someone who loved me more than you. and here I am trying to convince you that we are meant to be. If I give you all the love he gave me that leaves the puzzle incomplete.

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my name is Tripoli. pronounced TRIP-AH-LEE. Growing up my mother always told me I could be whatever I wanted to be. I believed her, I still do.

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